wonder why I usually use thing thing only when I feel bad......

well, just wanting to let it out and to who it matters....(even know it won't be many though. I am feeling really bad latelly.....I think its the longest sadness streak I ever had.
I has been 4 days withouth streng for anything, I barelly want to talk or even do anything........I actually am happy to go to work since while I am there I barelly think in anything else than the stuff I have to do so it keeps me going.....but once I get out I get surrounded off my thoughs...

Had tryed the usual stuffs that usually cheer me up and nothing worked......usually shopping a bit usually helps when I am depressed.....unfortunatelly I'm totally broke till I get payed next month.....so that isn't an option at all.

*sighs* well, I won't be bothering anybody else with my problems cause I know barelly anybody does care about it anyway, so wish you all that read this a nice day......that I don't have it doesn't mean you can't at all.....